Once, not long time ago, one of my boss told me that if I keep trying on anything, I would be certainly achive its. He told me that anything did apply to this rule, even love.

I keep thinking about this for a while. Does this true? Should I proof its? Does it proofable?

But the extreme question is “How would it be if it is true?”. How would we feel if we know that we will fall in love with someone who try hard enough to make we love them?

If it is true, I can’t imagine the human look like others things more than a large equation with multibillion variables. We are just a few variable in it. It just like that, if someone give a try to us to the threshold then we love them.

What is the meaning of life if everything in life just simple as that? For our life are just deterministic things that would be predictable in every aspect.

I’m afraid of that. I’m too afraid to believe that I’m just a variable, no real “life” in myself, no spirit, just a variable.